You've changed AGAIN!? Yep now lets talk about it... (A little messy, a lot unfiltered)

In this episode I'm unpacking why I've changed my podcast name from "Intuitively High" to "Seriously Superbloom" AGAIN.

I recorded this episode while walking around my apartment with my mini mic attached to me (breaking my own rules about how podcasts "should" be made), share an insight into my decision making process and all thats led me to this place.

In this episode, I unpack:

• Why forcing visions into mentally convenient boxes causes them to disintegrate - and how my fertility journey activated deep shifts in my psychic abilities and work.
• How my undefined G centre and Uranian energy influence my relationship with change (spoiler alert: I love this about myself)
• What "Seriously Superbloom" means to me and why this work isn't just about personal transformation, but about nurturing future generations too.

This is in a way me anchoring into the return to my heart work, supporting people to remember who they were before the world told them who they should be.

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Transcript

Chloe: 0:01

welcome back to the podcast. Today's episode, I am unpacking the change that you will have observed, maybe, maybe not about this podcast, and that is. I'm changing the title again, and in this episode I want to unpack why, and I'm doing it in a way that is a little bit experimental. So the experience of listening to this episode might feel a little bit different, and I would love any feedback that you have when listening to this episode because it is always nice to hear, how you experience when you listen to these episodes and all of the above. So. Welcome officially to seriously Super Bloom the podcast. I decided that I wanna test something in recording this episode because I have been in this process of, I. Decalcify, recalibrating, changing, shifting, evolving. I don't even know what word you want to use, all of it. There's been a lot happening in my world in terms of life and in terms of work and when it comes to the life piece. I will share more of that with you soon. However, today I wanna focus on the work piece, particularly on the title of this podcast, the name of the podcast, not the title of the episode, because you will notice that. We have a new name. Again, yeah, again, I have changed the title of this podcast again. Now let me be real. There has been times when I have, well, actually, it's been quite a frequent thing and it's only something that I have just really given myself permission to lean into somewhat recently in a really holistic, honest way, and that is, I change a lot. I change my mind a lot, particularly when I rush decisions, particularly when I haven't ridden my wave all the way. Now as a human design guide, as a projector with emotional authority, it doesn't mean that I am. Excluded from not following my emotional authority to completion and, messing up sometimes. And what is life without messing up and learning some lessons? I do have a bit of third line energy in my chart, so kind of makes sense. The reason that I want to record this episode in this way, and I'm gonna tell you exactly how I'm recording it. Is because I am going through a phase of experimentation in terms of breaking the rules, breaking the rules that I have set, breaking the rules or more so perceived rules that I have obtained through the industry that I'm in. Through the coaching industry, through the industry of online business, of content creation of all of that comes with that. Now, the way that I am recording this episode today is breaking those rules a little bit. I'm not sitting down at my desk with my microphone. I am not sitting down at all actually. I'm not staying still. I have hooked up to myself, my mini DJ I mics, and I am walking around my apartment. With the mic attached to my jumper because it's starting to get cold on the Gold Coast, and tracksuits are just becoming my entire personality very quickly. I decided that I know that I don't record best. I don't speak best, I don't conceptualize best. I don't share best when I am sedentary. For long periods of time and if I wanna give you the best, why not stop doing the way things the way that I think they should be done and instead experiment in the way that genuinely feels like it works for me. So this episode, I am recording to you while walking around my apartment. I am here to give you a little bit of insight into why I changed the name of this podcast and what it's going to potentially look like moving forward. What other changes you can expect, because like I said earlier, I'm in this. Experimental phase, and as part of this experiment, my intention and desire is to come to a place where creation feels like art to me. It doesn't feel like a, tick box on a to-do list, which content creation really started to feel like it was becoming, and I don't want that. So i'm changing a few things, and I wanna start first with the title, because obviously it is the most poignant thing right now. It's the most obvious thing. Previously, this podcast was called Intuitively High. Now, when I landed on this. Name intuitively high. The phrase intuitively high had been swimming around my orbit for quite a while, and I was like, what is this for? What does this want to be used for? What is this vision trying to tell me? Where does it want to go? And I was toying up between whether it was for my podcast. Or whether it was for a particular offer and I ended up going with podcast. Now, was there a little bit of a niggle inside that's told me? Actually it's meant to be for an offer. It's just not time yet. Well, yeah, and did I ignore it? Yeah, I did, and I went ahead and renamed my podcast intuitively high now. I was like, you know what? It, it feels right. It's good. I, there was a little bit of like mental convincing that happened yet about, 80% of the time, it felt really good because the idea of living intuitively high, it makes sense to me. It's the way that I live my life. I deeply believe that our intuition is something that, one, we all have access to. We need in life. It is deeply connected to our ability to trust ourselves. And it's a really big pillar of my work. Intuition, intuitive development. And I think especially as someone who is a psychic medium, I. Even though I don't practice it in the form of, doing readings all the time through mediumship and things like that, it is still a really big part of my life and my life's work. So it, it didn't not have a place, it was just that phrase intuitively high was in the wrong place. And I know that it will show up again. Well, I think that it will show up again in some way, just not. In the way that I tried to force it to fit, and this is the thing, when we have visions come to us, if we try and force them into a box that we mentally think, right, this mental processing, the logic, the sensibility, if we try and force them into those boxes, they either won't come to life at all. Or they will disintegrate very quickly. Their lifespan won't belong at all because it's not in the truth and the authenticity of that vision to remain that way. So it just won't work. And this, I think, is a great example of that, right? I didn't honor the vision in its entirety. I try, I took most of it, but then I tried to morph it into something that it wasn't something that was mentally convenient for me. When I think about what led me to change the name again, and I think this will always be a little bit, funny to me, the way that I just change things all the time and for a little bit of context about my change and through the lens of my astrology and my human design. I have a undefined G center and I also have a lot of activation with the planet Uranus in my natal chart. Now, Uranus is the planet of change, like really quick, drastic change. A great example of how this plays out in my life is I recently cut my hair and I cut it. Much shorter than it was. So I had grown my hair throughout the process of the last couple of years. I just let it grow because I was curious, how long it could get. It was never healthy enough previously to get long. It was get too, a few inches below my collar bones and then it would really start to thin out and just be straggly and not a vibe. Anyway, I grew my hair over the last couple of years and it was. It would touch my butt, like if it was, running down my back, it got down to my butt and it was like really beautiful and healthy and thick and delicious. And I got to a point where I was like, this just isn't feeling right anymore. And I know that there will come a day where it has to be cut in a matter of like three days. And that's exactly what happened. I got to, that space that I knew would come and I was like, right, it has to be done. It has to be gone, it has to be cut. There was zero hesitation. And to run this through the lens, like I say, of my human design chart and my natal chart is this Uranian energy that just likes drastic change For other people, it can be a little bit, full on to experience. It can be a bit jarring a bit. Like what just happened? I'm sorry, but you were this person yesterday and you are this today. My partner. She does a beautiful job of just honoring it and loving that about me. When we look at this through the, the undefined or the open G center, this center is the center of identity and love and direction, and in a sense, belonging as well in a way. And when I feel out of alignment with who I am, in that moment, how I'm showing up, how I might appear, whatever it might be. I need to change the open and undefined G Center. Humans of the world are like chameleons. We are just works of art in our own right simply by existing, because we are always evolving. We are always changing, and not in a way that is, bad or flaky or anything like that, even though people might perceive it to be that way. It's just so beautiful because this energy has, I mean, there's something so beautiful about being willing to change and embracing that change, especially when it comes to the self and your expression. I think that is just such a beautiful quality to have. Now, how Super bloom, the seriously Super Bloom came about why the change? Why not just keep it intuitively high? Well, you know, why I wouldn't just keep it intuitively high, because that's not what the vision wanted. The vision wanted something else, so therefore I had to remove. That from the podcast. I had to, give it back to the vision so that that could be guided wherever it wanted to go. And therefore there was no name. No name. Now, over the last couple of years, I have been on a really, really big journey in my personal life, all pertaining to fertility. And this is something I'll go into more in another episode because it's something that there, there's so much to it and there's so much I wanna share with you. So many indirect lessons and wisdom and just so much beauty in it now. Throughout this time, what also changed was the world of my work. Now, if we think about the process of birthing, of conception, of creating, right, we take it away from, not take it away, but we just sort of think about it, not in isolation to, you know, birthing children. If we think about it more in the way of birthing visions and like art and relationships and, and all these things, all these really beautiful things, we can come to understand that going through a process of fertility is likely to activate that in more areas of your life, not just in the fertility space and in the conception space. And that's exactly what happened to me Now. Back in the very beginning, in our first cycle. I fell pregnant, however, that pregnancy was an ectopic pregnancy, and those are not viable pregnancies, especially where it was. So I had to have surgery, had that removed, now that surgery didn't happen until eight weeks because it wasn't actually discovered that I was pregnant with an ectopic pregnancy until eight weeks. And there was many factors as to why it wasn't uncovered. So I'd spent a long time basically in this energy, right, with this energy activated within me. Even though it was ectopic, it doesn't take away from the energy that still exists within you and. The funny thing was, is I knew really early on, I'm talking days, I knew I was pregnant. I was so sure, so clear, and not from a logic place from my body. Knew intuitively I knew the visions I was having, like it was wild. And from that moment, my. Psychic ability, my intuition, everything just skyrocketed and to the point I experienced my very first apparition. And if you don't know what an apparition is, I will tell this story more in depth. But just to give you a bit of a synopsis, it is when you see a spirit, with your, human eyes that you were given the two balls in your head, not in your mind's eye. Now for me, psychically, I get a lot of, I would almost call them like mind movies, so I see. Pictures, visions, things in my mind. Is my, strongest sense. I have a lot of other senses as well, but that's probably my strongest sense. So I'd always been used to that and I can manage that. I can do that fine. However, when this apparition happened, I knew that it had just unlocked a whole new level in me a whole. A new connection. I, I, I struggle to put it into words. It was just something changed, something much deeper, unlocked now. What I didn't know in that moment is that would continue to happen and particularly continue to happen in the way of my work Now. When I started fertility, I was doing a lot of like business coaching. It was all about the business coaching, supporting people to set up systems and business strategy and design and messaging and all the things really create, like breathable business was my whole thing because I'm all about. Business being breathable. It's not constricting and restrictive. That's where my work was at the time. Yet it was never my like heart work. I just did it because I was really good at it. I did it because as a projector, I was being given invitations to do so. However, that's not my, like I said, my heart work. It's not my most aligned work. So it began to fall away. It began to feel really constrictive. It began to feel like it was depleting me at a rapid rate, and it started to feel like I just could not show up for it. I could not, it started to feel so out of integrity to show up for that kind of work when there was a different kind of work, a deeper kind of work calling me forward, and in fact, calling me back because the work that has led to this particular podcast name change. Is really the work that I started to do years ago, however, ran away from out of, fear of it not being enough out of conditioning. That in order to be profitable and wealthy in all ways, you needed to be a business coach. So I walked away from that work, even though that work is so important and integral and deep to me. And so in alignment for me, I walked away from it because I was acting from a place of logic. It just didn't, I couldn't make it make sense to me. Like it just, it, it was easy to me. It comes easy to me. So of course it wasn't the right thing because it wasn't hard enough. I didn't have to force myself I didn't have to hustle to do that. It was easy and I enjoyed it, and for some reason. I was successful in convincing myself that wasn't right, that wasn't enough. And so I, like I said, when this ectopic happened, when my psychic sense started to just explode, I. And didn't realize the depth of change that would happen. So all this business work started to fall away and then I started to just try to make little tweaks and changes and it just didn't work, which led me back to my purpose work, my heart work, the work that is easy for me, the work that I feel. I get that projector feeling of success after I am there and supporting people that I'm guiding that I am, just really. Returning people home to their truth in all truth. Now, if I think about my work and if I can summarize my work for you, it is really centering around remembering who you are before the world told you who you should be. Right. So remembering the version of you before the shoulds, before the conditioning, before the pressures, before the expectations, and coming home to that place, living and leading life from that place so that yes, one, so that you can live your beautiful, delicious, super bloom life from that super bloom sweet spot of yours, also so that the future generations of children that are coming through. Can be supported and be nurtured to never forget their truth, to never forget their authenticity, think about all the work we've had to do to remember our own. What if, what if we can nurture the future generations to never have to do that work to just get to show up and exist in their truth and their authenticity. What if? Well, the thing is, I believe that can be real. That can be a reality. But it's up to us to do the work now, to be able to hold the space and nurture and support and embrace people's differences. The differences in how we're designed to show up, to create, to feel, to connect, right? There is so much beauty and differentiation. Yet we've been taught that it's not, we've been taught there's something ugly about it. And that's not the case at all. So my work really centers around this idea of remembering who you were before the world told you who you should be and living and leading and creating from that place, which is what I like to call your super bloom sweet spot So that's where that super bloom piece comes in, in the title seriously, super bloom. We are here to seriously super bloom yourself, your life and future generations. It just, I think about it now and I'm like, I know that it was meant to be intuitively high for a period of time. I get that. That's fine. Yet this, I'm like, okay, now we're on. Now this is making sense. And not in a logical way, but in a, my mind's got nothing to say. It can't even dispute it because it just is when it comes to my work, if you are new to me or my work, or the podcast or anything, I bring together the elements of human design as a human design guide, energy work, and healing as what I'd like to call an energy intelligence mentor or guide. I haven't really landed on the finishing title of that yet, but guide has always felt better for me. And intuitive wisdom and development as a psychic medium. I work with, a lot of clients who are very open to all of these things, open to the woo woo, open to the spiritual. And it might sound that that's all I am, that's all I bring. The reality is. I also bring that very grounded strategic, and even the logic where it's actually helpful because the reality is we cannot dismiss the very things that exist, the very things that, make up our reality. We can think that we can be one way or the other. But we can't, we, we really just can't live as exclusively one way with one thing and nothing of the other, and expect to live a life and, to exist as our most super bloomed selves. It just doesn't work like that. And the reality is you don't have to be smack bang in the middle. You really just need to find your unique recipe and follow that. Everyone has a different recipe. Some people might be designed to live more in that structure, other people might be designed to be in a more receptive space, so it's just about finding that recipe. In all of that to, that's quite a long explanation, but the reality is this title of seriously Super Bloom, it means so much more to me than I think any other title has. And you might think, yeah, but it's just a podcast title. The reality is. Your podcast title doesn't mean anything to you. It's not grounded in any sense of meaning or value for you. I don't think the message will really get through because the foundation in which you've started it. It will change everything. So seriously, super bloom. It's the whole pie. It's the big picture. It's not just one piece of the recipe, like intuitively high was because like I said, I bring intuition and intuitive development to my work as I will. This podcast, we'll talk all things, intuition and development and psychic stories and all the things we will also talk about all the other things that it takes to live and lead from our super bloom selves and to support and nurture the future generations to never have to, like I say, forget their truth or forget their authenticity. That's important work, it's work that. We all need to do, whether we have children or not, whether we want children or not, because even, thinking about those out there who desire not to have children. I think that's a beautiful choice for them. Amazing. This is what I mean by we need to get to a place where we can love and appreciate differentiation. We don't all need to want to have children and this is something that I know there's so much controversy about and people who choose to be child free, they get all the backlash however, fundamentally, it is important for even those who choose to be child free to do this kind of work, to return to their super bloom selves, to return to the version of themselves before the world told them who they should be before the world told them that they should have kids. That their life goal should be to have kids to live that nuclear life, right? This is for everyone. I'm going to wrap it up and leave it there. And I'm also really gonna hope that this audio worked okay, so I can continue to record podcasts like this, because even though I have gone on some tangents, which thank you for staying around. I trust that even in those tangents, you've got something from them. And I know that as I continue to record more and more in ways that feel good for my expression, that feel good for my body and for my mind, and my super bloom self that. I'm just going to be delivering you some of the most delicious episodes. There will be things you can come back to time and time again. If at any point, whether it be this episode or another episode that you listen to that you are, you listen to and you think, I know someone who would love this. I know someone who this would really support, I invite, share it with them. Please. Absolutely. If you wanna share it on socials, go ahead, share it on socials. If you wanna privately message it to someone, absolutely do that. I don't need you to be performative about sharing this. That's never what I'm asking about. If you genuinely believe that this episode or another episode might be supportive for someone. Please share it in whatever way that feels good for you and that, will also feel good for them. This isn't about passive aggressively sending someone a podcast episode and quietly saying You need to do better. You are wrong. That's never what it's about. Always make sure that it is, in a way that is. Nurturing and kind and compassionate. And just hopeful and excited because the more that we can appreciate and love each other for, like I say, our differentiation, the better life will be. Adore you so much leaving this here, and I will be back with another episode very soon.